I am going away for a while
But I'll be back don't try and follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
And it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run from them, from them
With no direction
We'll run from them, from them
With no conviction

'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts
Traveling endlessly
Don't need no roads
In fact they follow me
And we just go in circles

Now I'm told that this is life
And pain is just a simple compromise
So we can get what we want out of it
Would someone care to classify
Our broken hearts and twisted minds
So I can find someone to rely on

And run to them, to them
Full speed ahead
Oh you are not useless
We are just

Misguided ghosts
Traveling endlessly
The ones we trusted the most
Pushed us far away

And there's no one road
We should not be the same
But I'm just a ghost
And still they echo me

They echo me in circles



I'll follow you into the dark.




Just, casual.



Digusted with myself.



Get out of my head
I think I had enough
Thinking of what's been said
I can't go to bed
I just want to forget
Everything I went through
Take these memories off me
Don't wanna hear recall or see
Leave me, just let me be
I don't want to care anymore
Let these pieces wash up the shore
Losing myself not knowing what for
I don't think I'm worth it
I don't even fit
Wish, I'd die sometimes I don't fear death
Maybe it would bring me peace of mind
With nothing left
I'll feel nothing
Don't wanna be human
Don't wanna be fuming
With anger with emptiness
With love with hope
With joy with laughter
Just wanna be alone
Alone in a blackhole with nothing
Maybe that's what I want.



Bury me please.



Why am I being so over-protective, so selfish, when we don't even mean anything to each other. Or at least I think we don't.